Parth

from: Shaaun Na
to: Parth Savla
date: Sun, Jul 20, 2008 at 7:16 PM
subject: Hey my friend Parth
mailed-by: gmail.com


It's Shaaun, how are you doing? I haven't hear from you.
Hey Parth. Thank you for FTP server. I've logged in and tried upload
the files,but it didn't succeed. I think it's because of problem of
internet connection here in the hostel. It was constantly
disconnected. So many small and big frastrations! But I am trying to
make as many video as possible
Man, I feel like slowly dying every day. My current life is like a
candlelight barely burning. In realm of love, I'm taking the test of
patient, but it feels more like bearing and enduring rather than
practice tolerance. No aliveness! I can't stand it. Deceptions of her
thought by feelings and my thought by my feelings killing love,
killing me. It is understandable that all these sufferings are because
of our immaturity, but I am frastrated how harsh to experience the
real "love".

Hey, I'm looking forward to see you again and talk. Good vibe! until then.

Shaaun
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to: Shaaun Na
date: Mon, Jul 21, 2008 at 2:36 PM
subject: Re: Hey my friend Parth
mailed-by: yahoo.com

Hey Shaaun,

Yeah, my deepest apologies for not having called you back. It's been a hell of a ride, being at all, constantly being pulled in different directions, between mom, dad, post-Convention stuff, and local friends. I'm am REALLY looking forward to getting back to SF. I can't wait to get back to some solitude and a little more free time.

Regarding the FTP server, it's okay if it says disconnected, despite that, your files should be able to upload well.

"Man, I feel like slowly dying every day. My current life is like acandlelight barely burning. In realm of love, I'm taking the test ofpatient, but it feels more like bearing and enduring rather thanpractice tolerance. No aliveness! I can't stand it. Deceptions of herthought by feelings and my thought by my feelings killing
love,killing me. It is understandable that all these sufferings are becauseof our immaturity, but I am frustrated how harsh to experience thereal "love"."I hear ya brother. Keep hanging in there.

Looking forward to chatting when I get back.

Your friend,

Parth