July 7

after I see her more objectively, I could realize how young her heart is. Then I got new motivation; I will give her love until that act create energy of love in her mind so that she can be open, she can do giving, she can have the courage by that energy. I want to keep love her I want to giving this time even though she doesn't know yet. This is really good oppertunity to practice unconditional giving and grow up. I have never done unconditional giving. She made me challenge.