@#$Incomplete@#$ Sep/13/2008

Sometimes my intensity and drive give me extreme mental pain. I literally being tortured by my own brain. More consciously say, that's my human being, I born and designed and developed that way. If I stop my brain function by meditation, those thought, feeling, brain activity, electro-chemical movement are disappeared. That

@#$Prearrange@#$ Distinguish relationship and the art of loving

about common misunderstanding of meaning and concept about relationship and love. And serious problems of it in our society.

^^Video^^ Some playful excercises and sport

I always wanted to learn Gymnastic. It's a good way to learn physic by practical human movement as martial arts. Gymnest's body is exactly what I want to have-strength, felexibility, balance. If I metaphorically express that body compare to product, it's best in design and function. But I've never met the chance to be trained. When I was teenager, I learn few things by myself from text books. My friends and father helped me little bit, though. I will learn gymnastic steady and little by little. Until I can do some gnarly stuff. Keep it up!

Billiard is such joyous sport. It's nobly, non aggressive, individual, colorful and dazzling. I was one of best billiard player in my high school maybe when I was freshman year. It was one of few sports that I strongly intersted in.

"Photo" For fun and model job application

About June I was looking for job on craigslist and I saw model wanted AD. I am not model but they wanted 6ft~6ft2" hight, long lean muscle body type but not beefy muscle. So Parth and I made some pictures. Parth helped me to choose clothes and place to record. We ran around every where in a hostel it was fun.

@#$Prearrange@#$ Destiny

about the day I found my destiny and how I realized it and how my life moving toward it.

@#$Prearrange@#$ The way to study love

@#$Prearrange@#$ Act of love and state of love

energy flow, principle, meaningfulness, component, phenomenon, difficulties,


Thus Spinoza arrives at the statement that virtue and power are one and the same. Envy, jealousy, ambition, any kind of greed are passion; love is an action, the practice of a human power, which can be practiced only in freedom and never as the result of a compulsion.
Love is an activity, not a passive affect; it is a "standing in," not a "falling for." In the most general way, the active character of love can be dscribed by stating that love is primarily giving, not receiving.(The Art of Loving p.20~21)

@#$Prearrange@#$ Purpose of studying love

to explain the reason why I've started studying love, I have to start from the day that I found my destiny.