There are several things that I need to think about to understand depth of my unconscious level that is why I think and react certain way about issues that I currently encountered. No it's not just currently encounter. Correctly say, currently I start to notice and realize I haven't deal with them in the past life and now I try to face with my subconsciousness. It is to understand myself and understand human. There are numerous revelations and curiosities. But I don't even know what to start and how to start.
-unbalanced gender equality in personal life and society
-Women's inferiority, submissiveness, passiveness
-Men's vanity, destructiveness
-Individualism and its negative side on society
-Narcissism and cowardice among too many people
-My feeling, concept, and reaction against homeless, beggar & prostitute
-My dislike, disgust toward homosexuality especially to those overt and closet ones.
These are merely only I can short think of out of hundred.
What are the sicknesses of myself?
What make me irrational, neurotic, feel weak, lose control, unbalanced?
