@#$Prearrange@#$ Need and desire

(10/02/2008) Is need-human needs-absolute necessity? Is desire that is something always within us? What is desire and what is need? In realm of love, how crucial need and desire are to love and to be loved? Is it something we cannot ever overcome it? Is that existance of need and desire or not even matter in love? Is love can exist without need and desire? Are all the concepts and theories about "real love" is really mean regardless of needs and desire? or the definitiaon of real love only contain certain/particular need and desire? I am questioning and I have to question these because I am experiencing it as a problem. And to get it, to beyond it, to love, I need to face it and deal with it.

@#$Incomplete@#$ Correlation between the art of loving and surfing

Need to add more example and detail idea.

Video recorded 6/29/2008

@#$Prearrange@#$ Greatness of getting old

Why I feel good to be old and greatness about aging that most of people can't think of.

6/29 Ask to Francisco and my concept

Last night(9/28) I couldn't sleep again because of painful imagination, dissatisfaction and unfulfilled desire/need. It was amazing experience that I actually learn from past of myself. When I needed to find the answer of overcome my suffering by my own distorted reality, I watch this footage instead of read book or just thinking. And I actually learned from this footage what I needed to remember and find objectivity.

Relative link: 6/29 self reflection

@#$In Progress@#$ ^^Video^^ 6-29 self reflection

It needs more explaination by writing to make better understanding.

footage is distorted

Relative link: Ask to Francisco and my concept

9/27/2008 counteract to negative feelings

It was Saturday and day off. Weather was nice and I sure had a good and long day.

9-28-2008 my new statement:
"Never lose self-love and love of life because those are basic source of all other love."

Relative link: Self love, love of life

@#$Prearrange@#$ Kidney Stone experience

Knarly...but meaningful