Francisco

Re: Francisco! It's Shaaun again‏
From: Francisco Santos (teflon_fmrp52@yahoo.com.br)
Sent: Mon 4/28/08 8:47 AM
To: Shaaun Na (havemind@hotmail.com)

Hi Shaaun!!!Sorry it took me so long to write but I was in another town with a computer.So I think you are still on your trip.How is the journey? Any new discovery?Call me some time!!!!Send me same videos!!!Miss talking to you!!

Francisco

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Shaaun Na (havemind@hotmail.com)
Sent: Mon 5/05/08 1:29 PM
To: Francisco Santos (teflon_fmrp52@yahoo.com.br)

Hey Francisco I'm at SF now I've completed my walk on April 25th. After that I've been start from nothing. It was very crucial experience to me and I just feel great about it. Actually I feel like my journey is not over yet even though I'm trying to settle in this city. Man, SF is better than I expected, it is lovely-diversity, variety of cultures, every things compact, well developed urban life style, so many attractive WOMEN. So many things happened after I came here. I've stayed at hostel one night then I realize I don't have money anymore so I've stayed at two different shelters two night and got a temporary job from stranger on the street, got a place to stay for a while from the stranger woman on the bus stop.... I'm doing job hunting everyday little by little. And trying to publish a book about my thought and experience of love through this journey and my whole life. I want to share and help the people like me and for the woman I love that's purpose of publishing a book. I expect it will take time but that's the only way I can be productive and walk my own life path at a same time. That's what I figured out from walking journey.I'll be able to make video clip after I settle and get my PC. I'll keep contact you before then, So far, you are the only guy I've met who can converse with me and share the idea about love. I miss talking to you too man.Let me know how's your life going now.

Shaaun

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From: Francisco Santos (teflon_fmrp52@yahoo.com.br)
Sent: Fri 6/13/08 7:40 AM
Reply-to: teflon_fmrp52@yahoo.com.br
To: Shaaun Na (havemind@hotmail.com)

Hello Shaun,I´m very happy to hear from you!!!How was the walk? Tell me all the details!!I think that SF is the most beautiful town that I´ve ever seen...Where are you staying there?Do you have msn or skype? We have to talk by microphone!!Send me pictures!!!here in Brazil, everything is the same. I broke up with my last girlfriend. We need to talk more.Give a call sometime!!!

Francisco

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From: Shaaun Na (havemind@hotmail.com)
Sent: Fri 6/13/08 11:52 AM
To: teflon_fmrp52@yahoo.com.br

Hey Francisco, I'm glad to hear from you again. man First of all, sorry to hear your relationship is ended. I hope both of you and your last girlfriend will not suffer too much from that. I would listen and share about it if you want to, But I don't have money to buy phone card, so I might try to have skype program. My msn ID is same as this e-mail address. I'm in USA SF hostel, same company that we stayed in San Diego. I'm working here 24 hours per week and staying free. And I have been looking for another job since I came in this city; it's not easy as much as I thought. About walking, I'll send you files first. These files are all from footage that I recorded. I'm working on making my blog website to put videos and my idea and story about love on. I'll invite you to the blog website as soon as it is ready.Good news is I have met a lovely woman on my walk. I'm trying to love her not just like her. Do you remember I explained about love is act and giving? This is first time I am experiencing love as an will and act not based on desire and need. I feel great about my big one step development of my ability of love that I've learn and knew as knowledge of thought. She lives in Illinois that makes evey things hard to do something for her, so I had suffer from it and I've decided to go and see her to love. One of thing I've realize from walking is I have attained faith, courage, and inner power that really able to take risk everything to love. There are still many things I have to develop the abilities of love through discipline and practice even just among my knowledge. Personality development and ability of love have serious correlation. I think focusing on developing my ability of love is all about discover the mystery of human.My point of discover mystery of human is to have knowledge so I have more power to help fellow human beings. As you know that point of being medical doctor is help other human being because you have the knowledge-physical, biological, chemical, neurological, anatomical aspect of human being-which is part of truth that you learn by serious study. Thus you have power to help other. It's joyous experience because you feel your power, great energy by what you do. I hope you will experience that when you become a doctor. And I exciting when I think about beauty of studying love, beauty of it is to gain true knowledge, all the learning and practice procedure should be done in a humanistic and an universal way and I can learn only through my own experience. Additionally, in the process of learning and experiencing loving contain full of pleasure sensations. Here is hilarious thing about myself.When I arrived in San Francisco, I had only $92 but I didn't even worry about making money for food. I borrow some money after but I have not meet stable financial resource yet. I haven't done anything to get a job last 4 days even though I really need money for food. Now I have only $180. I spent all time for joyous of loving instead of other activities that I can get basic need by doing it. I had a funny hypothesis at day before last day of my walking. 'If love is energy,(do you remember I mention love is pure human energy and how it works?) and if I can get that energy from other person which is me being loved by other, is it possible to live without eating?', 'It could be, consider everything is energy in the universe and we human actually can experience energy of universe and becoming one with universe through meditation.' 'Also it's common experience we empowered and feel energetic by love and be loved' It was spontaneous and extreme thought occurred by my situation that I don't have money. Hey man, I gotta go now I'll attach files on e-mail by 2 times because they are big. Let me know your msn and skype I.D. You can call me anytime. Have a great one.

Shaaun