2010-4-18

On my way to Coax mall I noticed that what I'm doing on a street, on a subway, at public place in general. I was unconsciously avoid eye contact with people. No, actually not only avoiding eye contact, I don't even look at their face unless they get my attention because they are women or noticeable in any particular way. None of them are interesting nor stimulate me in moderate degree. Only foreigners get my attention. So that's how my tendency pattern function. Anyway, what thought I had? Right, I noticed the comparison. I shouldn't compare my life with other people that I see in daily basis because the quality of our life is different and formation is also very differernt. I should not think that my dissatisfaction may occuring in most of others' life and they are fine with it. It's doesn't make sense. They don't live like me and they don't have sensitivity like my type of human being. They are incapable to see what I experience. So do not compare my life with their and feel loser by comparing.