2010-4-18 잠실 starbucks

I see this period of my life in this way. There is calm before storm which can be compare with life moment desolate and serene. Then all of sudden storm start to create hurricane and make terrifying scene. It is now since about last 2 years of my life : pain, torment, hurt and damage. In this place where I swept and flying somewhere in the middle of hurricane while I'm so much aware the painful sensation, I see the picture of after the storm ends. It is ruined place with all the broken remedies. I see many scar in me but that's not where I'm looking intensively. I see the new creation from ruined place. I see new things that I make in the place all after cleaned up by hurricane. Ah...so that's it. This hurricane may destroy many things but it also create emptiness, nothingness, cleanness afterward. Finally I see something I can expect and have a hope.