May/24/2008 dream diagnosis

Yesterday dream was another very strong one. let's think about it...I don't know what part is beginning but I think I was fighting with mother and I don't remember there was some conversation or not. I think I was criticizing and yelling and disclaim her and she was blaming and criticizing me. And there was her husband too. I was more close with him but I didn't talk with him or he didn't talk to me. Then the fight went more rough then she started to attack me. Physically and at the time she was attacking me she form was not human. Something I've never seen or imagine, she was some robot/machine; I felt she is monster, metal but look like human bone, so just human skeleton type of machine but not really like a human. And she try to kill me and I defended myself and attack her and it was not hard, unlikely usually night mare when I fight with somebody or something it was always hard to attack or defence. and she; that machine thing died. At the moment she dieing, she sadly cry and say something like, "I was just born this way" it means to me the way how she lived and what she did something bad and didn't something good to me was not her fault because she couldn't because she was born like that, it meant to be like that way. I was suddenly very compelled to her and I felt sympathy. and I empathised her then inside of my mind I accept everything and understand her. Then just before she died, she kissed me. Even it was machine, even there was no face, kiss was possible some how. Then eveything disappear and dream was end, I woke up from the dream but not completely wake up a sleep.