Below in this line is what I acutally wrote on my diary at that day.
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It's 11 PM now but I'm awake because of cold night air. I think I went tobed about at 9PM. Time goes slow when I feel uncomfortable, more currectly, when I feel pain. Coldness is one of most unbearable thing to me. Coldness is painful sensation. It even create frear. Fear of endless pain. I'm worry about days that I will have to sleep in campgrounds in the mountain area. I'm not sure how much colder than this over there. Can human being feel alive when he/she is in pain? I know I felt alive when I feel pleasurable sensation, but painful sensation gives me feeling of dieing. when I am in pain, I don't think that being alive is good.
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