Today morning when I'm on the bus I thought about the reason I sometime have difficulty to be peaceful or being in the moment and content. I think it's because the environment of city. A city life is much busier than the beach, country town, farm, mountain, etc. all nature close environment. First thing, every city has a common; big population. I think if there are more people in certain area then other area, that more people area has more energy or I may have to say more energy flow. Just being in a city without active interaction with other people can still interfere or influence my energy status. It seems to me there is always big amount of energy flow between humans that by thought and conscious. I don't have much knowledge about quantum physic but I've heard, from Buddhists and psychologists that even just thinking can create enough energy that change reality such as our behavior. Also, if more people live together, I have to more consider others. That makes more rules and laws and social norms. So I have to think more about consequence of my plan and act. For example, I want to write my thought on a blog and e-mail to Katie. To do that I need to use a computer. There are some choices. One, I can buy my own computer and use it. Two, I can borrow other person's computer temporary. Three, I can look for free computer on craigslist. Four, I can go Internet cafe and pay for it. Five, I can go public library and use a computer in the library.
* Arrrk!! I'm tired, I need to breath deeply and get some clean energy from nature to think better. This is why environment is important to get best result that I can create.
-I saw AIDS walk poster and that made me thought about what is purpose of it? I've seen breast cancer walk/run too. How that act/movement-many people do same thing together, especially physically-help us?
-Wow I am surprised by my brain. How fast it is! I mean it stimulated by so many things when I am outside. Whether I move or stay some where, it just constantly think and questioning, reasoning, and questioning again. Sometimes I get some insight from it. Some other time I get better understanding. It's not answer or conclusion. Understand how such things work and going around. Then I will be more objective and helpful to other human beings.
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