She was one of those cases not being lover but good to be with and could be greater than that but shitty at the end. I used to be a person who thinks that if there is more negative feeling I get from a person that I interact with, no matter there are many positive feelings with her I rather stop interact and cut off. Because when negative feeling is stronger than positive feeling in relationship I couldn't bear it. But through many of those cases with others, I learned a thing and changed. I became able to separate positive feeling and negative feeling. I appreciate constructive outcome even though there are destructive consequence in interaction with the one. Because if I calculate positive and negative like this,- Positive feeling-negative feeling=more positive or more negative-I will only see and think one side whether negativity or positivity and amount of after math is small. It's also not objective. So I remember people with both even though I still tend to see more of pleasurable memory.
Elena sure gave me some excellent concept and insight through several good conversation. We didn't talk something great in this video,though.
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