I want to know what she feels and what she thinks. Because she is different, she is a female, opposite polar, she is beautiful, she and I had good amount of mental connection. I want to know everything about her. That is curiocity. And reason why we have curiocity is to know ourselves. I cannot know myself absolutely. I will never fully understand this human being biologically, quantum phisically, mathmatically, psychologically. But truth is simple. We can only understand part of truth. And to me best way to understand myself and us, human, is by love. As far as I can see none of any other way to understand/reveal truth is more meaningful, realistic, and humanistic than the way to understand truth by loving.
Obviously, she is not capable to express, open show her mind to other, lack of brotherly love. And she doesn't know what others would feel especially people like me, extraordinary. People who are more perceptive, open, advanturous, deeper emotion, ability to face the truth even it's scary or risky, ability to take the risk to grow up, to be stronger, better. She is not there yet, that level of emotional maturity and capacity. And I'm not capable to make it happen with person who is not there, not my type of trait,
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