no title may/26/2008

Environment is very important. It strongly influence one's life. Even though I am all grown adult and physically strong, I can't be myself in curtain environment. I mean, I can't be always live my way because environment affect me a lot. Let see where I am now and how I am now in this situation. I'm living in the hostel; indoor, many different type of people, not quiet, not many old souls or mature youngsters, not enough place to be alone, etc, etc. There are so many distractions in this environment. I can't have enough time to write because of huge time consuming for grocery shopping and cooking, walking and waiting for bus to use a computer in library. Not enough time to do some exercise to feel better or doing meditation for experiencing oneness with universe. It will be tougher if I start another job. Even at this point, this situation-living without enough money-I don't worry about money, but I am still not loving, not peaceful, not content, and dissatisfied.