2010-9-05

What is the best way to express this? What is the best way to write this? What is the best way to say this? What is even the best? What is this for? What for I express? What for I write when I don’t even know how to express this? Torment and misery they became my deepest secret. What is this phenomenon that seems like having a secret itself create additional pain. I am so connected to myself now and this deep connection to myself allows me to feel this pain rigorously. This pain seriously changed me. Life has become different because of this pain.