I wrote down "unconditional giving" on my week plan. So what can it be? What can I do as an unconditional giving to Katie? And how I can do? Why I want to do this? Making the videos is creative activity. Sharing my inner experiences is sharing and giving. It is true that Fromm said that it will be painful if I don't give. It's hard to share inner experience because it is depend on receiver's level of comprehention. Especially if the one who being recieved don't have similer experience with me, it is really hard to feel the same way.
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It's difficult t ogive something big to the person who had wealthy life but also it's difficult to give enough to the person who needs lots of help. Giving should be not rely on materialistic things in a realm of love. It should be based on human power, expression of individual. Sharing material is not bad or none loving. It can be part of loving what Jesus did, make hundreds of bread and fish from few for people. That was big help to other human beings.
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Excitement, light hearted makes lose objectivity. It makes me easily misjudgment, create illusion, just like anger and pain does. That's why I should not act based on feeling even pleasurable feeling can load destructive action. For instance if I just behave , choose for pleasure, I can be easily cheat on my woman. For example right now in the bus in front of me there is very cute, mysterious, short brunet hair, glasses girl. Her smell is so good. On my right, there is beautiful blond girl. Then if I talk to them based on this feeling, what my intention would be? it's not love, not based on giving, but based on pleasure, enjoyment without judgment.
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