May/12/2008

I just read about the system, law, and procedure of getting a green card. My case is I'm staying illegally after I came into U.S. with temporary VISA which I have to leave U.S. to apply immigration by spouse. And if I stay more than 6 months illegally, I will get 3 years bar or 10 years bar that makes me wait in other country. Then there is still possibility I will be denied. All that things just made me small. It's the law! god damn man made idea based on nationalism and greed. It's enforced by numerous people, public workers I may possible to hide myself from them but I cannot fight and win against them. The law is not exist. There are only land, human, things that we made-weapon, prison, written books and documents-and ideas that only present in ourselves-fear, ensure, secure, superiority, inferiority. I feel I have to deal with too much things against me but I know that kind of things are actually matter of my mindset. I definitely don't want to move or live by more powerful force especially by other human being.